The reason I cannot read or watch movies ever (even though I read obsessively) is because I get sucked into the plot and story so much that it is ridiculous.
Today, being Valentine's Day, is every single person's worst nightmare. I was constantly reminded all day that all these people have amazing boyfriends with super cute gifts and I am forever alone. I am sure so many people can relate to me on this statement, but sometimes I wonder what the heck God is planning for me (shoutout to all the atheists!) But in all seriousness, this game is getting a little outta hand.
But with reading a book, especially when there is romance involved, I pretty much die inside. Being single and reading these fairytale scenarios is ever worse because your expectations go up, but you already have no one biting at your fishing line so you are just a gonner. I literally just want a boyfriend so I can just send cute "I love you" texts and tell them about the movie and how lucky I am to have them.... like seriously no takers?
It's especially bad because I like this boy, but he lives in a different state, so I know nothing would come of it, yet when texting we are so compatible. Just he has been off the charts recently and just sent a "Happy Valentine's Day :) <3" text to me.... my feelings are out of control.
I just want a boyfriend that is taller than me, has a toned body to some extent, and is super sweet and nice and caring.
CUPID WHERE ARE YOU.
-E
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